Today is a hard day for me, I woke up crying. Thinking of all the pain you must have went through for so many years. I have so many questions and wish that you would have told us what you were going through so we could of helped with support and love. I miss you Mom and I don't understand why you had to die so young. I hope you're up in heaven watching over us, especially Dad who is truly heartbroken from losing you. I love you and I hope that I will make you proud of the person I am and the mother that I have become. Love always Chrissy! Xoxxo